The Truth!

The sun's coming in, I can feel it, I can smell its Rays of warmth, cause I'm finally home.  Been struggling so long just to find me I finally will let my light shime all the way through me.

Saying goodbye to anybody that knew me. People say I changed, and things ain't me.
Sorry I left you behind for bigger & better things. Left all alone in this cold, cold world.

Survival of the fittist for a little little girl.  I may not be alone but that's how it feels.  Those things I call brothers are the only people I got Phillip,Devin, and Keon, yeah lol those the top three.

Made a couple mistakes in the past, but I'm fine with it. I know I had to grow, only a lil bit.  What you don't know is I can be alone without a friend in the world.  But who really wants to live like that? Not me!  

So from now on I'm all about my dreams and my bread.  Even though I'm 15, I'm gonna come up quick regardless.  Couple funny moments on the phone make me reminisce and laugh and now they forever will be cherished because I know now nothing lasts forever.

You know I was gonna end there but I just didn't.  I'm bad at sayin sorry cause no one listens. They don't deserve forgivness.  Not from me.  Yeah I cared, I care I can't believe that it'ss over for us.  Maybe not for me but for yall.  I wont try to fix it or say anything cause I did nothing wrong.

But imma Big Girl and I wont cry All I have to do now is say buh-bye, so buh-bye.  They really need to have a Bad Teen Girls Club...lol

But I don't know how to apologize.  I need to learn. It kills me that people expect me to be the bigger man, when I'm a little girl.  Yes I laugh at stupid ass stuff, even things that's not funny like falling down steps & dying (lol) Laughing is really my only medicine for pain.

The warmth of being back home will soon hit me, and I'm glad to say I'll be there soon !:)

"We live in a world where it's more okay to follow than to lead.  In this world being a leader is trouble for the system we are all accustomed to.  Being a leader in this day and age is being a threat.  Not many people stood up against the system we all call life"

"Ya'll dysexic gotta a girl twisted, Never shot a n*gga I don't get convicted. Cause if I say word ya whole squad getting lifted. What Up then ? N*ggas ain't saying nothing...SHUT UP THEN !"